a Crying seSSion tt i sMiled

i cried..reali cried..cuz i said wad was in my mind all this while..yes..i just had a crying session with my parents..

i love papa & mama..i reali hope tt they will not be sad after wad i have told them esp papa..will u forgive mi if i've reali hurt u?i m sorry papa..

who says i dun understand u?I DO!i reali do mah..

well..i was just wondering..is everybody in this world reali happy?those kids in africa,those who have met in a disaster,those who have suffered from terminal diseases like cancer n kidney failure,those in famine,those who are homeless,those who are rich but lack love,those who are abandoned by their children,those in poverty,those in broken family,those who are orphans.....are they happy at all??do they know wad it means to live in happiness??


when i cry,do i mean tt i m sad?when i laugh do i mean tt i m happy?when u tell yr friends something, are u telling the truth?when u study hard,are u sure u are going to score well?when u work hard in something, are u sure tt u are goin to succeed?


nothin is confirmed..so why work hard?cuz there's hope?cuz there's miracle?cuz there's faith??well...do they always happen?


i just know tt i love papa.mama.ah ma.ninghong.meiyu.jie jie ah ma.ah chek.ah sim.ah yee.pam.ben.zhihui.lay.hueinee.jolene.hazel.yingyu.lynn.yueqing


i wun let go of any hope tt will make them happy


i will be happy myself too.